Sunday, April 17, 2005-
that really piss me off..!
i am goin to type simple todae...no more of changing colour..well o well... there again... 2morrow will return back to school late again..so cannot go hospital...my grandmother is in there again... how i wish upon a star... she will recover soon...haiz...my grandfather passed away last year maybe last last year jan..(29)i will always remember..just abt 4-5 months ago my greatgrandmother just passed away also...haiz...last year was really a torture...my frend mom also just passed away..it last year or this year a year of dying? ... honestly..i really hav not been ZZZ early..haiz...somehow i miss mine grandfather more.. even he always buy sweets for mine sis and to late for me...nvm..i still remember the times my grandmother used to scold him...i rather she scold him forever then i see him burnt into ashes... i reallly cried teribily...i also miss him dearly...that day was the very first day i saw my aunts,uncles cried..as now i am crying too... struggling to type this ( not really) ...gong-gong i miss you..!! where are you?? :'(
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